Hot Flashes & Red High Heels

God, pink or blue, I do not care
Its sex is neither here nor there.
I pray you see my longing heart,
...And in motherhood, let me take part.

I ask this out of selfishness,
But pray you grant it none the less.
I will do my best to raise them right,
To ignite in them your holy light.

‎And if it not be, Comfort me please.
Mend my heart and give me peace.
And help me to see and understand,
Your will is much greater than what I had planned.