Another Season of Life...

My recovery is going well. I still don't completly feel like myself again. I know I probably never will. This has changed me as a person. It's made me stronger. It's made my faith stronger. Unfortunatly right now, I'm still absolutly exhausted. The thought of taking a shower is exhausting. The thought of brusing my teeth is exhausting. This is just another season of my life that will soon pass. Luckily I don't think it's one that I will soon forget. It has changed me for the better. It has made me start thinking of life in a diffrent way. Made me want to start making changes to be able to bring a baby home.

What has this season of life taught me so far? I need to slow down. Though it can be frustrating because I'm not able to do all that I want to, it has definitly taught me to slow down. I don't have to do everything, I don't have to run a marathon everyday of my life. Slowing down has allowed me to take care of me, physically and emotionally. It's allowed me to sit and cry when I need to sit and cry, laugh at the little things, and enjoy the moment! It has taught me to pick myself up and carry on. I let myself cry over what I've lost but then I quickly remember what is to come and what I will gain from it.

This season of life has changed me for the better.


Sad words are just another beauty. A sad story means, this storyteller is alive. The next thing you know, something fine will happen to her, something marvelous, and then she will turn around and smile. -Chris Cleave, Little Bee

Jordan